Like actually eating nutella and strawberries at nearly 1 in the morning.
I'm sad
And I'm sad that I am making dumb choices, and not sleeping, and while I'm excited and nervous and scared and happy, i'm also sleepy and moody and slightly sick from a nutella rush.
This is the life I've chosen. Saying goodbyes, coming and going, never quite knowing who I will see and when. It's tiring, and while it's beautiful, it's sickening too.
And I've seen all these episodes of Greys before. And I have to stop eating nutella.
I'm not sure where to go from here.
24 days now. And i'm going to get fatter on nutella and my eyes are going to be red from now until the wedding from crying. Sigh.
Night.
1 comment:
Hang in there friend! Matt and Sabrina's wedding was stressful and a drain on me, and I was only a groomsman! I know it's old advice but crack a Bible or turn on a worship CD these late nights, use it as a chance to grow with God. Bless you, Hillary! Even when it all seems like too much to deal with remember this...
Psalm 121
A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
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